Chapter XI
The Modes of the Self
SINCE the Self
which we come to realise by the path of knowledge is not only the reality which
lies behind and supports the states and movements of our psychological being,
but also that transcendent and universal Existence which has manifested itself
in all the movements of the universal, the knowledge of the Self includes also
the knowledge of the principles of Being, its fundamental modes and its
relations with the principles of the phenomenal universe. This was what was
meant by the Upanishad when it spoke of the Brahman as that which being known
all is known.¹ It has to be realised first as the pure principle of Existence,
afterwards, says the Upanishad, its essential modes become clear to the soul
which realises it. We may indeed, before realisation, try to analyse by the
metaphysical reason and even understand intellectually what Being is and what
the world is, but such metaphysical understanding is not the Knowledge.
Moreover, we may have the realisation in knowledge and vision, but this is
incomplete without realisation in the entire soul-experience and the unity of
all our being with that which we realise.² It is the science of Yoga to know and
the art of Yoga to be unified with the Highest so that we may live in the Self
and act from that supreme poise, becoming one not only in the conscious essence
but in the conscious law of our being with the transcendent Divine whom all
things and creatures, whether ignorantly or with partial knowledge and
experience, seek to express through the lower law of their members. To know the
highest Truth and to be in harmony with it is the condition of right being, to
express it in all that we are, experience and do is the condition of right
living.
¹ yasmin vijñāte sarvam idam vijñātam.
Shandilya Upanishad.
² This
is the distinction made in the Gita between Sankhya and Yoga; both are
necessary to an integral knowledge
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But rightly
to know and express the Highest is not easy for man the mental being because
the highest Truth and therefore the highest modes of existence are supramental.
They repose on the essential unity of what seem to the intellect and mind and
are to our mental experience of the world opposite poles of existence and idea
and therefore irreconcilable opposites and contradictions, but to the
supramental experience are complementary aspects of the same Truth. We have seen
this already in the necessity of realising the Self as at once one and many;
for we have to realise each thing and being as That; we have to realise the
unity of all as That, both in the unity of sum and in the oneness of essence;
and we have to realise That as the Transcendent who is beyond all this unity
and this multiplicity which we see everywhere as the two opposite, yet
companion poles of all existence. For every individual being is the Self, the
Divine in spite of the outward limitations of the mental and physical form
through which it presents itself at the actual moment, in the actual field of
space, in the actual succession of circumstances that make up the web of inner
state and outward action and event through which we know the individual. So,
equally, every collectivity small or great is each the Self, the Divine
similarly expressing itself in the conditions of this manifestation. We cannot
really know any individual or any collectivity if we know it only as it appears
inwardly to itself or outwardly to us, but only if we know it as the Divine,
the One, our own Self employing its various essential modes and its occasional
circumstances of self-manifestation. Until we have transformed the habits of
our mentality so that it shall live entirely in this knowledge reconciling all
differences in the One, we do not live in the real Truth, because we do not
live in the real Unity. The accomplished sense of Unity is not that in which
all are regarded as parts of one whole, waves of one sea, but that in which
each as well as the All is regarded wholly as the Divine, wholly as our Self in
a supreme identity.
And yet, so
complex is the Maya of the Infinite, there is a sense in which the view of all
as parts of the whole, waves of the sea or even as in a sense separate entities
becomes a necessary part of the integral Truth and the integral Knowledge. For
if
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the Self is always one
in all, yet we see that for the purposes at least of the cyclic manifestation
it expresses itself in perpetual soul-forms which preside over the movements of
our personality through the worlds and the aeons. This persistent
soul-existence is the real Individuality which stands behind the constant
mutations of the thing we call our personality. It is not a limited ego but a
thing in itself infinite; it is in truth the Infinite itself consenting from
one plane of its being to reflect itself in a perpetual soul-experience. This
is the truth which underlies the Sankhya theory of many Purushas, many
essential, infinite, free and impersonal souls reflecting the movements of a
single cosmic energy. It stands also, in a different way, behind the very
different philosophy of qualified Monism which arose as a protest against the
metaphysical excesses of Buddhistic Nihilism and illusionist Adwaita. The old
semi-Buddhistic, semi-Sankhya theory which saw only the Quiescent and nothing
else in the world except a constant combination of the five elements and the
three modes of inconscient Energy lighting up their false activity by the
consciousness of the Quiescent in which it is reflected, is not the whole truth
of the Brahman. We are not a mere mass of changing mind-stuff, life-stuff, body-stuff
taking different forms of mind and life and body from birth to birth, so that
at no time is there any real self or conscious reason of existence behind all
the flux or none except that Quiescent who cares for none of these things.
There is a real and stable power of our being behind the constant mutation of
our mental, vital and physical personality, and this we have to know and
preserve in order that the Infinite may manifest Himself through it according
to His will in whatever range and for whatever purpose of His eternal cosmic
activity.
And if we
regard existence from the standpoint of the possible eternal and infinite
relations of this One from whom all things proceed, these Many of whom the One
is the essence and the origin and this Energy, Power, or Nature through which
the relations of the One and the Many are maintained, we shall see a certain
justification even for the dualist philosophies and religions which seem to
deny most energetically the unity of beings and to make an unbridgeable
differentiation between
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the Lord and His
creatures. If in their grosser forms these religions aim only at the ignorant
joys of the lower heavens, yet there is a far higher and profounder sense in
which we may appreciate the cry of the devotee poet when in a homely and
vigorous metaphor he claimed the right of the soul to enjoy for ever the
ecstasy of its embrace of the Supreme. “I do not want to become sugar,” he wrote,
“I want to eat sugar.” However strongly we may found ourselves on the essential
identity of the one Self in all, we need not regard that cry as the mere
aspiration of a certain kind of spiritual sensuousness or the rejection by an
attached and ignorant soul of the pure and high austerity of the supreme Truth.
On the contrary, it aims in its positive part at a deep and mysterious truth of
Being which no human language can utter, of which human reason can give no adequate
account, to which the heart has the key and which no pride of the soul of
knowledge insisting on its own pure austerity can abolish. But that belongs
properly to the summit of the path of Devotion and there we shall have again to
return to it.
The sadhaka
of an integral Yoga will take an integral view of his goal and seek its
integral realisation. The Divine has many essential modes of His eternal
self-manifestation, possesses and finds Himself on many planes and through many
poles of His being; to each mode its purpose, to each plane or pole its
fulfilment both in the apex and the supreme scope of the eternal Unity. It is
necessarily through the individual Self that we must arrive at the One, for
that is the basis of all our experience. By Knowledge we arrive at identity
with the One; for there is, in spite of the Dualist, an essential identity by which
we can plunge into our Source and free ourselves from all bondage to
individuality and even from all bondage to universality. Nor is the experience
of that identity a gain for knowledge only or for the pure state of abstract
being. The height of all our action also, we have seen, is the immersion of
ourselves in the Lord through unity with the divine Will or Conscious-Power by
the way of works; the height of love is the rapturous immersion of ourselves in
unity of ecstatic delight with the object of our love and adoration. But again
for divine works in the world the individual Self converts itself into a centre
of consciousness
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through which the divine
Will, one with the divine Love and Light, pours itself out in the multiplicity
of the universe. We arrive in the same way at our unity with all our
fellow-beings through the identity of this self with the Supreme and with the
self in all others. At the same time in the action of Nature we preserve by it
as soul-form of the One a differentiation which enables us to preserve
relations of difference in Oneness with other beings and with the Supreme
Himself. The relations will necessarily be very different in essence and spirit
from those which we had when we lived entirely in the Ignorance and Oneness was
a mere name or a struggling aspiration of imperfect love, sympathy or yearning.
Unity will be the law, difference will be simply for the various enjoyment of
that unity. Neither descending again into that plane of division which clings
to the separation of the ego-sense nor attached to an exclusive seeking for
pure identity which cannot have to do with any play of difference, we shall
embrace and reconcile the two poles of being where they meet in the infinity of
the Highest.
The Self,
even the individual self, is different from our personality as it is different
from our mental ego-sense. Our personality is never the same; it is a constant
mutation and various combination. It is not a basic consciousness, but a development
of forms of consciousness, – not a power of being, but a various play of
partial powers of being, – not the enjoyer of the self-delight of our
existence, but a seeking after various notes and tones of experience which
shall more or less render that delight in the mutability of relations. This
also is Purusha and Brahman, but it is the mutable Purusha, the phenomenon of
the Eternal, not its stable reality. The Gita makes a distinction between three
Purushas who constitute the whole state and action of the divine Being, the
Mutable, the Immutable and the Highest which is beyond and embraces the other
two. That Highest is the Lord in whom we have to live, the supreme Self in us
and in all. The Immutable is the silent, actionless,
equal, unchanging self which we reach when we draw back from activity to
passivity, from the play of consciousness and force and the seeking of delight to
the pure and constant basis of consciousness and force and delight through
which the Highest,
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free, secure and unattached,
possesses and enjoys the play. The Mutable is the substance and immediate
motive of that changing flux of personality through which the relations of our
cosmic life are made possible. The mental being fixed in the Mutable moves in its
flux and has not possession of an eternal peace and power and self-delight; the
soul fixed in the Immutable holds all these in itself but cannot act in the
world; but the soul that can live in the Highest enjoys the eternal peace and
power and delight and wideness of being, is not bound in its self-knowledge and
self-power by character and personality or by forms of its force and habits of
its consciousness and yet uses them all with a large freedom and power for the
self-expression of the Divine in the world. Here again the change is not any
alteration of the essential modes of the Self, but consists in our emergence
into the freedom of the Highest and the right use of the divine law of our
being.
Connected
with this triple mode of the Self is that distinction which Indian philosophy
has drawn between the Qualitied and the Qualitiless Brahman and European
thought has made between the Personal and the Impersonal God. The Upanishad
indicates clearly enough the relative nature of this opposition, when it speaks
of the Supreme as the “Qualitied who is without qualities”.¹ We have again two
essential modes, two fundamental aspects, two poles of eternal being, both of
them exceeded in the transcendent divine Reality. They correspond practically
to the Silent and the Active Brahman. For the whole action of the universe may
be regarded from a certain point of view as the expression and shaping out in
various ways of the numberless and infinite qualities of the Brahman. His being
assumes by conscious Will all kinds of properties, shapings of the stuff of conscious
being, habits as it were of cosmic character and power of dynamic self-consciousness,
gunas, into which all the cosmic action can be resolved. But by none of these
nor by all of them nor by their utmost infinite potentiality is He bound; He is
above all His qualities and on a certain plane of being rests free from them.
The Nirguna or Unqualitied is not incapable of qualities, rather it is this
very Nirguna or No-Quality who
¹ nirguņo guņī.
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manifests Himself as
Saguna, as Ananta-guna, infinite quality, since He contains all in His absolute
capacity of boundlessly varied self-revelation. He is free from them in the sense
of exceeding them; and indeed if He were not free from them they could not be
infinite; God would be subject to His qualities, bound by His nature, Prakriti
would be supreme and Purusha its creation and plaything. The Eternal is bound neither
by quality nor absence of quality, neither by Personality nor by Impersonality;
He is Himself, beyond all our positive and all our negative definitions.
But if we
cannot define the Eternal, we can unify ourselves with it. It has been said
that we can become the Impersonal, but not the personal God, but this is only
true in the sense that no one can become individually the Lord of all the universes;
we can free ourselves into the existence of the active Brahman as well as that
of the Silence; we can live in both, go back to our being in both, but each in
its proper way, by becoming one with the Nirguna in our essence and one with
the Saguna in the liberty of our active being, in our nature.¹ The Supreme
pours Himself out of an eternal peace, poise and silence into an eternal
activity, free and infinite, freely fixing for itself its self-determinations,
using infinite quality to shape out of it varied combination of quality. We
have to go back to that peace, poise and silence and act out of it with the
divine freedom from the bondage of qualities but still using qualities even the
most opposite largely and flexibly for the divine work in the world. Only,
while the Lord acts out of the centre of all things, we have to act by
transmission of His will and power and self-knowledge through the individual
centre, the soul-form of Him which we are. The Lord is subject to nothing; the
individual soul-form is subject to its own highest Self and the greater and
more absolute is that subjection, the greater becomes its sense of absolute
force and freedom.
The
distinction between the Personal and the Impersonal is substantially the same
as the Indian distinction, but the associations of the English words carry
within them a certain limitation which is foreign to Indian thought. The
personal
¹ sādharmya-mukti.
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God of the European
religions is a Person in the human sense of the word, limited by His qualities
though otherwise possessed of omnipotence and omniscience; it answers to the
Indian special conceptions of Shiva or Vishnu or Brahma or of the Divine Mother
of all, Durga or Kali. Each religion really erects a different personal Deity
according to its own heart and thought to adore and serve. The fierce and
inexorable God of Calvin is a different being from the sweet and loving God of
St. Francis, as the gracious Vishnu is different from the terrible though
always loving and beneficent Kali who has pity even in her slaying and saves by
her destructions. Shiva, the God of ascetic renunciation who destroys all
things seems to be a different being from Vishnu and Brahma, who act by grace,
love, preservation of the creature or for life and creation. It is obvious that
such conceptions can be only in a very partial and relative sense true
descriptions of the infinite and omnipresent Creator and Ruler of the universe.
Nor does Indian religious thought affirm them as adequate descriptions. The
Personal God is not limited by His qualities, He is Ananta-guna, capable of
infinite qualities and beyond them and lord of them to use them as He will, and
He manifests Himself in various names and forms of His infinite godhead to
satisfy the desire and need of the individual soul according to its own nature
and personality. It is for this reason that the normal European mind finds it
so difficult to understand Indian religion as distinct from Vedantic or Sankhya
philosophy, because it cannot easily conceive of a personal God with infinite
qualities, a personal God who is not a Person, but the sole real Person and the
source of all personality. Yet that is the only valid and complete truth of the
divine Personality.
The place of
the divine Personality in our synthesis will best be considered when we come to
speak of the Yoga of devotion; it is enough here to indicate that it has its
place and keeps it in the integral Yoga even when liberation has been attained.
There are practically three grades of the approach to the personal Deity; the
first in which He is conceived with a particular form or particular qualities
as the name and form of the Godhead which our nature and personality prefers;¹ a
second in which He is the one
¹ işţa-devatā.
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real Person, the
All-Personality, the Ananta-guna; a third in which we get back to the ultimate
source of all idea and fact of personality in that which the Upanishad
indicates by the single word He without fixing any attributes. It is there that
our realisations of the personal and the impersonal Divine meet and become one
in the utter Godhead. For the impersonal Divine is not ultimately an
abstraction or a mere principle or a mere state or power and degree of being
any more than we ourselves are really such abstractions. The intellect first
approaches it through such conceptions, but realisation ends by exceeding them.
Through the realisation of higher and higher principles of being and states of conscious
existence we arrive not at the annullation of all in a sort of positive zero or
even an inexpressible state of existence, but at the transcendent Existence
itself which is also the Existent who transcends all definition by personality
and yet is always that which is the essence of personality.
When in That
we live and have our being, we can possess it in both its modes, the Impersonal
in a supreme state of being and consciousness, in an infinite impersonality of
self-possessing power and bliss, the Personal by the divine nature acting
through the individual soul-form and by the relation between that and its
transcendent and universal Self. We may keep even our relation with the
personal Deity in His forms and names; if, for instance, our work is
predominantly a work of Love it is as the Lord of Love that we can seek to
serve and express Him, but we shall have at the same time an integral realisation
of Him in all His names and forms and qualities and not mistake the front of
Him which is prominent in our attitude to the world for all the infinite
Godhead.
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